Tuesday, February 25, 2020

Top 15 Favorite Danganronpa Characters [Main Trilogy]

Uh... hello? Is anyone out there?
So, long time, no see. I don't want to give some long spiel about why I've been gone, so I'll just say that I've returned once again because-- you guessed it-- I wanted to rank some things.

Specifically, I wanted to rank my favorite Danganronpa characters from the main trilogy. If you're unfamiliar, I've embedded a video below that explains the concept. The rest of this post WILL contain spoilers for the entire main trilogy, so I'd recommend checking out this video to see if you're interested.



I discovered these games last summer and played through the entire main trilogy within the span of about a month because I got SO obsessed with it. Right now, I'm in the thick of my 2nd bout of Danganronpa obsession. I've re-watched Lucahjin's Let's Plays of games 1 & 2, am keeping up with her new Let's Play of V3, & just finished Weeby Newz's Let's Play of V3. And although I have definitive favorite and least favorite characters, I hadn't yet tried to do a formal ranking. So, I figured it was time.

Also, another important thing to note is that I have just played these games-- I haven't seen the anime (I know, I'm doing things out of order) & I haven't played UDG. I know some characters on this list are in the anime, but my opinions in this post are based solely on their in-game representation & nothing else. Furthermore, my list is extremely subjective. Character complexity and role within the game are things I take into account, but my own personal opinion on each of them is the most important factor in their placement on this list.

I feel like I've already rambled enough, but lastly, I just want to say that I feel like I have pretty... basic? opinions? I'm not sure if I feel that way because I tend to gravitate toward the same types of people and therefore it's really predictable, or if it's because I generally tend to like... likable characters. Either way, I'm generally not someone who has wildly unpopular opinions, so this could end up reading like a list of the most popular Danganronpa characters. Anyway, let's begin.


Spoiler Warning-- Past this point, spoilers from all 3 main trilogy games are fair game!


15- Junko Enoshima
Ultimate Fashionista Despair

Full disclosure, I was really tempted to cut this list off at 13 because although there are many more characters I like, I couldn't make up my mind on these last two. Other options I considered were Sonia and Rantaro, but... Junko is more fun.

For all 3 games, I ranked all the characters from my favorite to least favorite after first meeting them, and I'm going to reference those lists several times when discussing my first impressions of each of these characters. Where was Junko on that list? FIRST lol. I wish I were kidding.

When I first started playing DR1, "Junko" (really Mukuro) was one of the characters I took an immediate liking to. She was the first one I chose for an FTE (partially bc my first choice was unavailable), and I was really upset when she died. Which made the reveal at the end of the game that much more mind-blowing. Regardless of which personality is speaking, she adds a really fun layer of chaos and dEsPaIr to any scene she's in. That said, though, my favorite personalities are probably finger-gun-face and rock&roll Junko. It would take way too long to analyze her character here (especially when many others have done it more articulately than I ever could), but I really enjoy how layered and how complex she is as a character.

14- Aoi Asahina
Ultimate Donut Swimming Pro

I didn't have many strong opinions on Hina when I played the game myself. In most DR games, a few of the surviving characters always feel random-- like, how did they survive?!-- and Hina was one of those for me. She's not a character archetype I generally gravitate toward, and throughout the game I thought she seemed a bit bland and pretty unhelpful in class trials, which usually annoys me. Also, she tried to get all of us killed-- that wasn't cool.

However, Lucahjin's playthrough brought out a different side of her for me. I realized how warm and caring she was, and how she was really the only person to be kind and supportive of Sakura the entire game. Yeah, she could be a bit dumb, and had flaws (which... all of them do), but she was a loyal friend and a bright presence in the game, and those aspects eventually made me warm to her, moving her this far up my list.

13- Monomi/Usami

Monomi wasn't a character I loved on my first play-though. It really took a re-watch of Lucahjin's Let's Play for her to become one of my favorites. On my first playthrough, I really wasn't sure what to think of her. Throughout the vast majority of the game, it's not really clear whose side she's on. And because of that, I don't think I ever really took her at face value. So, my second time through, when I was able to take her at face value, I saw her in a different light and found that I really liked her. She speaks and acts a lot like a little kid, which is something I usually dislike, but I guess it's more palatable when it's a stuffed animal lol. Anyway, she often added a lot of extra humor as a counterbalance to Monokuma, so I ended up really enjoying the scenes she was in, and by extension, Monomi herself.

12- Sakura Ogami
Ultimate Martial Artist

When I first played DR1, I thought it would be interesting to look back on my first impressions of each character, so I wrote everything down and ranked them from my favorite/most trusted to least favorite/trusted. Sakura was three from the bottom. My only note on her? "Seems fine, not my fave."

To decipher what I think I meant there-- I definitely didn't like her character design at first glance. She and Nekomaru have always jumped out to me as looking distinctly different from the others. Aesthetically, I've always thought they were drawn with an art style that looks a bit older, and I think my initial aversion to their character design affected my opinion of them as characters.

TBH, I'm not totally sure how much my opinion of her changed as I played the game. I think she grew on me a bit, but despite her strength in many other areas, she doesn't have an incredibly strong personality, and can often just be quietly strong and supportive, while many other people assert themselves more. I think by the end of the game, I liked her, but didn't have super strong feelings about her.

However, once again, Lucahjin's Let's Play brought out other sides of her personality for me. She's Lucah's favorite character, so seeing her through the lens that Lucah saw her through, my eyes were opened to how loyal and caring of a character she is. So many characters in the cast are rude to her or disregard her or are scared of her, but she remains unwaveringly good. Danganronpa characters are always so flawed even when they're good, but Sakura is one of the few I would say is just good. No qualifiers, no "but..." just good.

11- Kaito Momota
Ultimate Motivational Speaker LUMINARY OF THE STARS Astronaut

The Luminary of the Stars! Like with others on this list, my first impression of Kaito was... meh. I had him all the way in 10th place on that initial list I made of favorite characters upon starting the game. However, he quickly became one of my favorites, leaping all the way up to third place by the end of chapter 1, which is actually higher than where I have him now.

As much as I like Kaito, he's outside of the top 10 because of some major drawbacks that always bug me with him. As much as I love his desire to believe in everyone, there were so many moments when he was a huge annoyance in class trials simply because he refused to listen to any and all logic. Shuichi and Kaito had an entire blowup in their friendship solely because Kaito didn't want to listen to reason. As much as he's a nice guy with good intentions, he can be such a hassle to deal with, and he can easily come off as a bit of a pompous douchebag.

But despite all of his flaws, despite how frustrating he can be, his intentions are pure. He wants to be a leader, and he wants to inspire everyone else to believe in themselves the way that he (often without reason) believes in them. It's not even that he wants everyone to co-exist-- he wants everyone to get along and be friends and to use that to end the killing game. And honestly, I'd count that a success because by the time he died, everyone remaining had rallied together as both allies and friends.


10- Monokuma

Even though Monokuma is piloted by Junko and is therefore technically just an extension of her, I don't think anyone really lumps them together as one person or character. Which is why Monokuma finds himself several spots higher than Junko herself.

TBH I'm sure there could be some sort of argument made here for Stockholm Syndrome. We're stuck with Monokuma through all three games, so at some point we're going to have to grow to like him, right? I'm totally not just saying this because my Monokuma plush is glaring threateningly at me from across the room, I promise!

Monokuma is just such a great mascot for the series. Even when he's being literally deadly serious, he still really doesn't take things too seriously. There's always a bit of a lighthearted, fun edge to him, and that makes him just a bit creepier. He's not infallible, and like Junko, he has multiple sides to him and is a really layered, complex character.



Alright, just a quick note here-- these top 9 were the easiest to choose for the list. There are spots where I could definitely swap around the placements, but these are very definitively my 9 favorites.

9- Kazuichi Soda
Ultimate Mechanic

This might be my most controversial opinion on this list. Although I'm not super clued into the Danganronpa fandom as a whole, I saw the results of a favorite characters poll and Kazuichi was pretty low on that list despite being a survivor. It doesn't take a lot of deduction skills to figure out that this is likely largely due to his infatuation with Sonia.

Kinda the flip-side of Sakura, I loved Kazuichi's character design, and therefore I found myself immediately drawn to him within the game. And given that he was very quickly one of the most prominent characters, I found myself liking him more and more despite his obvious flaws. Although he certainly wasn't the brightest in class trials, he was a lot more helpful than several characters, and definitely functioned as comic relief for most of the story, which is another reason I enjoyed him. I think Fred & George Weasley being my favorite Harry Potter characters makes it pretty obvious how I feel about comic relief characters, especially when they're much more than just funny.


Above, I've embedded Weeby Newz's character analysis of Kazuichi because I think it explains a lot about his character that I really like & shows why he's a much more complex character than he seems at first glance.


8- Chiaki Nanami
Ultimate AI Gamer

Chiaki was one of the characters I was immediately drawn to on my first time through the game. Obviously, I immediately liked her because of her talent. Which is probably done purposefully-- gamers playing the game will probably also want to befriend the in-game gamer.

As I've already mentioned, one of my first instincts in Danganronpa games is to generally prefer characters who are the most logical and helpful in class trials. Since Chiaki is kinda the "helper" character of SDR2, that quickly made her one of my favorite and most-trusted characters. My love of Chiaki is probably the clearest indicator of my "I like likable characters" thing, because she's basically created to be as likable as possible. And it worked for me. She might come off as bland to some, but I like her calm, rational personality and found her really smart and yes, very likable.


7- Maki Harukawa
Ultimate Tsundere Assassin

Maki is another character I was immediately drawn to when I played V3. I put her at 4th on my initial favorite characters list. My only note?-- "child caregiver? totally not her skill." I remember being totally disappointed for the first two chapters when we barely saw her or talked to her. I could tell she was hiding something, and I wanted to figure out what it was and get to know her. So when chapter 3 rolled around and she joined our little friendship trio, I quickly fell in love with her, and that love continued throughout the rest of the game.

Originally, I had Maki in 6th place, but swapped her to 7th. I hadn't returned to V3 since my own playthrough and watching Weeby Newz's let's play of the game reminded me of some aspects of her personality that I don't like as much. Namely, although she's one of the smartest and most logical characters in the game, she's also very emotionally driven and has a tendency to act irrationally when she's emotionally distraught.

Despite that, however, her character arc is one of my favorites throughout the games. At the beginning of the game, she's really guarded and doesn't want to let anyone in. She tries to present herself as cold and unemotional, as a defense mechanism. But as the game continues on, those walls come down and we get to see who she truly is. This type of character arc is one that I really enjoy, as we'll see a bit later on the list. And apart from her great character arc, her character type-- the quiet, smart, calculated, mysterious girl-- is just one I'm going to enjoy regardless. Which, again, we'll see a bit later on the list.


6- Byakuya Togami
Ultimate Arrogant Douche Affluent Progeny

Is he an awful person? Absolutely. Is this also the character archetype I always love in media? Also absolutely. The snarky, sarcastic, arrogant, obnoxious, pretentious dude is one I always enjoy. Is it over-done? Yeah, probably. But I'm always down to have one show up in a book, movie, tv show... video game, etc.

And this is the perfect medium for me to especially love a character like Byakuya. Because despite how obnoxious he is, he's smart. And logical. And while secluding himself from the other students isn't necessarily the best way to survive the killing game, it's also really not a bad approach. And, more than anything else, he was consistently one of the most useful characters when solving the mysteries and in the class trials. As much as I love someone like Aoi, there were investigations where she just sat around doing nothing, and then had no idea what to do in the class trial. Meanwhile, Byakuya was (usually) helpful.

Even more than that, he sassed everyone for being ridiculous and dumb throughout trials. My personal favorite will always be when Hiro made them debate about whether or not Kyoko was a ghost and Byakuya was having none of it. Overall, he might be a massive douche, but I always enjoyed having him around and he made DR1 a lot more interesting just through his presence.

5- Gundham Tanaka
Ultimate Hamster Boi Cinnamon Roll Breeder

Upon first seeing the character designs for SDR2, Gundham was my favorite, because I love his dark, evil-looking, emo boi aesthetic. However, Gundham ended up being a unique case, because his "evil" schtick made me feel a bit iffier on my feelings about him. It was so heavy-handed, and he brought it into class trials, and while it was usually pretty funny, it was so heavy-handed that it felt fake... and in many ways, it was.

As I played through the game, I continued enjoying him, but he wasn't my absolute favorite. And then trial 2-4 happened, proving that he wasn't some pseudo-evil-dark-lord, but rather a sweet hamster boi who sacrificed himself to save his friends. That's a bit of a hyperbole, but the way his story ends definitely made me look at him in a different light. And then upon watching Lucahjin's playthrough (twice, bc I have a problem), seeing him in that different light really helped me warm to all of his eccentricities. And the more time I've spent with his character, the more I've grown to love him.


4- Shuichi Saihara
Ultimate Emo Boi Detective

When I started playing V3, Shuichi was immediately my favorite character. And for once, although he has one of my favorite character designs, that wasn't why I was initially drawn to him. Generally, I don't trust the first "helper" character. I immediately got sketched out by both Sayaka and Nagito-- especially Sayaka. But I trusted Shuichi immediately. Maybe it was because he was a detective, maybe it was because he shared a talent with Kyoko, but either way, I trusted him and I liked him. And that remained true throughout the rest of the game.

Although I was glad that we had our first female protagonist, I was admittedly excited when Shuichi became the protagonist, because he was the first protagonist I actually had strong opinions about. TBH, in most media I don't have strong opinions about MCs, because they typically don't have strong personalities. The Danganronpa MCs are the same. Makoto was likable but not exactly the brightest. Hajime, IMO, is the most white bread of them all. I know that for a lot of people, he's their favorite protagonist, but I never really got a ton of personality from him.

While Shuichi certainly doesn't have the strongest personality ever, he's by far my favorite protagonist. He's the smartest, most logically sound protagonist. He formed multiple deep relationships that affected him so much that he manipulated class trials to believe in his friends. The only other time that happened was with Kyoko in Trial 1-5. And his performance in the final class trial was possibly the most impressive a character has ever been in a class trial-- and it wasn't even because of the player, it was his own doing. TBH, I initially had him a few spots lower, but moved him up after re-experiencing that final trial. Overall for me, he was the protagonist I most bonded with, and one of my favorite characters overall.



Another note before we move on-- my top 3 are head and shoulders above everyone else. Each of them is my favorite character from their respective game, and none of them have moved from that spot.

3- Kyoko Kirigiri
Ultimate Best Girl Detective

I feel like a broken record at this point, but Kyoko was a character I was immediately drawn to. I loved her character design, and the fact that we didn't know her ultimate ability made me intrigued to find out about her. Even more than that, I was really drawn to her calm, cool, collected, clever personality. Even though she was meant to be a little mysterious because of her lack of a known talent, I found myself quickly trusting her. I'm not sure if it was a bit of the Rantaro effect (aka he's so suspicious that he's not suspicious at all) or if I just found her to be totally trustworthy, but even when she was still a bit cold, detached from the group, and hadn't really bonded with Makoto yet, I still trusted her.

I feel like I've already rambled way too much about the things I love in characters and the types of characters I love, so it should probably be pretty obvious that Kyoko is essentially the epitome of everything I love in characters. She's smart, logical, and analytical, and she figures out the cases and is constantly trying to figure out ways to outsmart Monokuma. DR1's cast on the whole is probably the... uh...slowest... cast, shall we say? And having someone like Kyoko around to talk some sense into them and sass Byakuya when he got too pretentious was really wonderful. Whenever there were moments when she was missing or off on her own doing things, her presence was sorely missed within the group and everything just felt off to me. In many ways, she really made DR1 for me and is probably one of the biggest factors as to why DR1 is right up there with the other two games in terms of my favorites, rather than easily in last place like it is for most people.

2- Kokichi Oma
Ultimate Liar Grape Fanta Boi Supreme Leader

You had to assume our grape fanta boi would pop up on this list somewhere, right? Obviously, as you'll see if you scroll down one more spot, I haven't put Nagito on this list, even though they're the same archetype. However, for me, there's a pretty clear distinction. Although many people might find Kokichi to be an annoyance, IMO... he wasn't boring.

Sorry, couldn't help myself. But it's true-- he made the game more interesting. He was fun. He caused chaos in an entertaining way, and I think he was a much more intricate and complex character than Nagito. IMO Nagito's chaos, while unpredictable and ultimately interesting, got a bit old and frustrating, and honestly a bit suffocating. I think he's a well-crafted, interesting character, just not one I really enjoyed (side note-- I don't dislike him, he actually falls kinda in the middle on my ranking of all DR characters). On the flip-side, Kokichi was fun. I enjoyed watching him causing chaos, and in the end, I interpret his character as someone who's incredibly flawed, but was, in fact, trying to end the killing game. Even if it was in his own twisted way.


Like with Kazuichi, I'm going to embed Weeby Newz's character analysis for Kokichi here, because it's a pretty accurate depiction of how I perceive him as well. And he's such a fascinating character to analyze due to the way that he lies. When is he telling the truth? When is he lying? Does he always lie with a purpose in mind? Are his lies told to help the group? Hurt the group? Neither? Different depending on each specific lie? He's just such a complex character and on top of that, he was one who I really enjoyed watching the entire time.


1- Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu
Ultimate Baby Gangsta Best Boi Yakuza

Here we are at number one. My favorite character in all three of the main trilogy games-- Baby Gangsta. When I played SDR2, I went on an entire journey with Fuyuhiko. Based on his talent and his character design, Fuyuhiko wasn't someone I was immediately drawn to. He fell directly in the middle of the pack for my first-impression rankings. Which surprises me in hindsight because I'm typically very drawn to snarky, sarcastic, sweary, characters. But, he didn't move from the middle of my list until the end of the 2nd trial. From that point forward, he had what is IMO the best character growth of the entire trilogy. To me, it was less that he changed and became a different person, but rather that he finally opened up and allowed everyone to see who he truly was. Which, in its own way is a huge change, but I mostly see it as him finally letting down his walls. And it's a really striking evolution to watch.

The ending of the second trial has always been the most heartbreaking moment in the entire series for me, because you see Fuyuhiko's entire guarded persona fall away to reveal his true personality. And from that point forward, he tries to be a better person to those around him-- to help the group, even if it means that he gets attached to them, despite that being what he was trying to avoid throughout the first two chapters. He goes from being someone whose true intentions are shrouded in mystery to IMO the most trustworthy character in the game-- the person whose loyalty to the group is never in question.

And apart from his strong character arc, I just really enjoy him as a character-- he's brash, snarky, and funny. He's a walking contradiction-- a yakuza who yells at someone for trying to drive without a license. Angry, loud, aggressive, intimidating... and also tiny and cute. He's truly all bark and no bite, and as the game continued on, he became the one character I wanted to survive no matter what. After playing through the entire trilogy for the first time, I had a definitive favorite character from each game, but couldn't really figure out where each fell compared to each other. But, after re-watching all 3, Fuyuhiko was my clear #1.



So, those are my favorite characters in the main Danganronpa trilogy! I kinda want to do more Danganronpa posts like this-- possibly my favorite trials, characters who grew on me the most, or even least favorite characters? Because I definitely have some of those. And they're also probably similarly basic/predictable lol. Anyway, let me know some of your favorite Danganronpa characters down in the comments! Thanks for reading!

Thursday, March 22, 2018

RuPaul's Drag Race Season 10 Pre-Season Predictions


Somehow, a year has already passed since the last time RuPaul's Drag Race graced us with a fresh bunch of queens, so I'm back here again to give my pre-season thoughts on this new cast for Season 10! Last season, I predicted the boot order and listed the queens in the order I thought they would be eliminated, but I'm shaking things up this time around. For this list, I'm going to be listing them in alphabetical order, discussing my general thoughts and opinions on each. For each queen, I'm going to list whether I think they're an early boot, middle of the pack, or going deep. In some instances, I'll modify these slightly (aka an "early-middle boot" but I'll explain my reasoning each time). At the end, I'll conclude by listing both my favorite and my winner pick. Because I think they're going to slightly differ. I'll also do a quick lil list predicting the boot order bc why not? and I'll also rank them from least favorite to favorite. IDK, I guess I just want to have more things to be wrong about.

Also, a general note: if there are spoilers out about the season, I'm unaware of them. I glanced around reddit for about 5 seconds before deciding that I wanted to go into the season without being spoiled. So if the entire season has been spoiled a la All Stars 2, I have no idea. I'm going based off the Facebook live, the meet the queens videos, and any other random videos I've watched while putting this together.

Without any further ado, ON TO THE QUEENS!


Aquaria

Two past Drag Race queens immediately came to mind as I began watching more of Aquaria's meet the queens content, as I'm sure they did for you-- Violet and Aja. For me, Aquaria is the personality of Violet mashed up with the fashion sense and Insta following of Aja (on her first season). Personally, I'd be begging for the exact opposite-- a queen with Violet's fashion sense and Aja's personality. But that's just me, and now I'm off track. Anyway, Aquaria has a large following on social media, and I find her to be one of the two queens who is the most prevalent in the promos (probably due to said following). However, unlike that second queen (we'll get there), I don't think Aquaria will live up to the hype. I think we're looking at an Aja S9 trajectory at best. Upon just seeing her looks, I was impressed, but when I watched the videos, I was super underwhelmed. Aquaria just seemed very unimpressive, and to me came off as a look queen that will last for a while... but not too long. 

Prediction: Early-middle boot 


Asia O'Hara

Whatever Drag Race employee made Asia wear that wig needs to be reprimanded immediately, because I know she did not choose that for herself. Anyway, Asia was the exact opposite of Aquaria for me. On first glance, I was not impressed. That hair is horrible, and the bodysuit didn't do much for me. But then, I watched her videos and I changed my tune real quickly. Asia has really impressed me. I'm not usually a huge pageant girl fan, but Asia seems to be able to do it all. She makes pretty much all of her outfits, which gives her major props in my book. She also came off as very well-spoken and she definitely is one of the more mature queens who knows who she is. Typically, when queens describe themselves as chameleons, I roll my eyes. But I believe Asia when she says it. I'm all-in on Asia, and I'm really excited to see what this pageant girl can bring to the show.

Prediction: Going Deep


Blair St. Clair

I went back and forth several times on Blair. At first, I wasn't a fan. The 50s/60s housewife aesthetic isn't my thing. But then, when listening to her, I found her endearing and was excited about a Broadway ingenue. But, once again, I did a 180 and have found myself a bit skeptical as to her ability to do well on the show. I like her. In the videos I saw, especially her confessionals, she was adorable. But I just don't think that she has the chops to make it far. I could easily see her skating by the first couple challenges being safe and/or because she can perform, and then promptly getting axed in the 4th or 5th week. A bit of me hopes that she ends up proving me wrong, but I would be surprised if she made it past episode 5.

Prediction: Early-middle boot

Dusty Ray Bottoms

I'm throwing any potential sense of objectivity to the wind with this prediction. I have no freakin' clue how well I think Dusty will do, but I want her to make it all the way to the finale and win because a punk girl who's also very Broadway?!?! SIGN ME UP. I've fallen head over heels for Dusty and I cannot wait to see her on this season. Ever since S8, my pre-season favorite has won, so... watch out for my girl Dusty (I probably just Jinkxed myself. Yikes).I love her makeup and those splotches on her face, and I love her witchy aesthetic, and she seems like a lot of fun and just... ugh I love her. She's speaking right to my soul with punk, witchy, and Broadway. Gimme gimme gimme. She also said that she sews, so she definitely gets points there. Also, this look in the picture was made by Mondo Guerra, AKA one of my favorite people to ever be on Project Runway (the two of them seem to be friends, bc he's shouted her out more than once on his Insta). Also, Sasha said she was a big fan. I'm 100% sold on Dusty. I was listening to a cast assessment on my favorite Drag Race podcast (RHAP) and they didn't seem to like her, but I juuuuust don't get it. I love her. I'm all in.

Prediction: Going Deep


Eureka O'Hara

If you saw last year's predictions (you definitely didn't, but that's alright), I predicted a 5th place finish from Eureka. While she went out much earlier than that due to her injury, I think that she was on a trajectory to absolutely kill a large chunk of the season, and I think she definitely could've made it all the way to 5th. And I feel kinda the same way about her this season! I quickly fell in love with Eureka last season, and I'm so excited to see her on the new season. My one hope is that she doesn't do hair loaves all season long. Hopefully, she switches things up and tries different things. She's said that she thinks she's found herself and her true drag aesthetic in the year between seasons filming, so I'm hoping that means that she has improved beyond where she was in season 9. Either way, I think we'll be seeing quite a bit of Eureka this season. 

Prediction:  Going Deep


Kalorie Karbdashian-Williams

Do you want to know what my biggest drag name pet peeve is? Naming yourself after a celebrity or brand (I'm looking at you, Mariah Balenciaga). Honestly, the second I heard Kalorie's name, I knew that this was not my queen. Look, I don't want to sit here and bash her, but I really found myself getting sleepy while watching her videos. I didn't think she was very interesting or compelling, and I found myself getting pretty bored. To her credit, I love that she embraces everything that "a big girl shouldn't be," and she does know how to sew. I feel like the entire fandom is pretty underwhelmed by her so far and thinks she'll be out early, but it's always possible that she'll be solid enough to make it to the middle of the pack. Because at the end of the day, a boring personality doesn't always show through when walking on a runway or performing. That said, I definitely think that there's no way she wins, and more likely than not, she's not going to be around too long.

Prediction: Early boot. (First boot potential)


Kameron Michaels

Kameron is one who's really interesting to me. I immediately loved her vibe. In all of her videos and interviews, she came off as very chill and easygoing, and that's always something I enjoy. She has a really unique perspective that I've never seen on the show before-- she's super buff. Like... that's kinda her thing-- she has muscles and she embraces it. From what she said, it sounds like people criticize her for it, but I'm intrigued to see how the other S10 queens react. One of the words she threw out about her aesthetic was grunge, and that immediately piqued my interest, because I'm a big fan of grunge. All that said, I have a sinking suspicion that she's not going to kill it. I see her going out somewhere in the middle, probably right after those early-middle boots. IDK why I get that vibe, but that's just where I think I see her falling. Maybe it's because she comes off largely as a "look" queen above anything else, even if it is a different take on it that we haven't seen before on the show. I would be thrilled if she got further, because I really like her personality and aesthetic, but I'm not confident about that possibility.

Prediction: Middle of the pack


Mayhem Miller

This is one of those moments where my bias kicks in and I have to try really hard not to let it overpower everything else. From what I've seen of Mayhem, gurl is just not my type of queen. Everything I've seen so far from her screams old-school dancing pageant queen who lip syncs the house down. It's a casting type that I personally get sick of. I'm very strongly biased toward quirky, weird, artsy, and comedy queens, and pageant queens tend to bore me. Also, I know this is a comparison that has already been said many times and criticized many times, but the girl looks like Kennedy from certain angles. I'm not saying she's a Kennedy reboot, but it's hard to not see that immediate connection. Anyway, back on track, Mayhem does seem like a lot of fun. Her personality seems very upbeat and positive, and I do find myself enjoying what I've seen of her personality. Mayhem seems to be very well known by the other queens, and it seems like a lot of people are impressed by her, so despite my own biases, I can see her doing pretty well. I'm hesitant to say that she's going deep, but I could certainly see her still being around when the group is narrowed down to 7.

Prediction: Late-middle of the pack (6th/7th place)


Miz Cracker

I was extremely hesitant about Miz Cracker. Miz Cracker is the second queen I feel has been the most prominent in the promos. And when a queen is super prominent, I immediately get worried about how well they'll do. Plus, she knows a ton of NYC queens and is the drag daughter of one Bob the Drag Queen. I feel like she's coming in with all these accolades already, and that almost feels like a setup for a quick and surprising elimination. But, as I mentioned earlier, I think that of the two most prominent queens, Aquaria is the one who's more likely to get that story arc. Despite the fact that I went into Cracker's meet the queens videos knowing about her accolades and being worried that would somehow lead to an ironic twist of fate where she's out early, I found myself being charmed by her. Miz Cracker. is. smart. She's knowledgeable. Several queens mentioned being old school and new school, but Cracker made very specific references that I really appreciated. Also, in her interview with Sasha, she referenced the Feminine Mystique. I mean. Knowing all of her connections, I had high expectations of her, and I think that pre-season, she's meeting it. Like I said, I was very hesitant to love her, but I just really couldn't help but appreciate her. I can't wait to see what she brings. 

Prediction: Going deep


Monet X Change

This is another queen where I've essentially thrown objectivity to the wind. I love Monet X Change. I love her personality, she's well-spoken, she's really funny, and not only is she friends with Bob the Drag Queen, but could also pass as his twin out of drag. Just throw a pair of Harry Potter glasses onto Bob and you might not be able to tell the difference. They have the same New York accent, seemingly similar senses of humor, and they're both bald. Bob comparisons aside, though, I just found myself really loving Monet. Apart from being funny, she doesn't really fall into typical "types" that I immediately gravitate toward, but I found myself gravitating toward her nonetheless. I'm not totally sure of the general fandom opinion on her, but the people on the RHAP Drag Race podcast really liked her, so that makes me feel like I'm not alone there. Hopefully, my lack of objectivity with Monet doesn't come back to bite me, but in general, I feel really optimistic about her potential on this season. (Also she's an operatically trained vocalist and I AM GAGGING. SOLD. I LOVE HER)

Prediction: Going deep


Monique Heart

If you've been reading this post thinking "wow, she seems to think everyone is going to do well," prepare yourself. Because this post is about to go real downhill. Real fast. Starting here, with Monique Heart. I did not get good vibes from her at all. Not in the "she's going to be the villain" way, but in the "I think she's going to annoy me" way and the "I don't think she's going to last very long" way. I just reeeeeally don't have high hopes for Monique. Maybe she'll prove me wrong, but she screams early boot to me. I just really can't see a scenario where we've made it to the midpoint of the season and Monique is still around. She seems messy and she seems loud, so hopefully we get some laughs along the way, but I honestly wouldn't be surprised if she was a first boot. Also, maybe I'm reading into the edit a bit too much, but when I watched the first 15 minutes of the first episode, her entrance received that "shade" music that often accompanies someone doing something poorly and foreshadows their demise. The last person that happened to was Jaymes Mansfield, and we all know how that ended.

Prediction: Early boot (first boot potential)


Vanessa Mateo

And here we have another instance in which I'm unable to be objective, but like... in the opposite way. Vanessa grated on my last nerve in everything I saw her in. This is another "type" of queen who just isn't my thing, but while I'm able to recognize that Mayhem has some strong potential, I can't see the same in Vanessa. Vanessa, to me, falls squarely in line with queens like Gia Gunn & Kimora Black before her. She gives great looks, gets shaded for asking dumb questions, and is promptly eliminated in the first few episodes. And, for good measure, she probably lands in the bottom 2 on the first challenge, wins the lip sync, and then gets eliminated episode 2. We've seen so many queens follow that same trajectory at the beginning of the season, and I think that's where Vanessa is going to fall this season. I really can't see a situation for her where she gets any further than episode 5, and that's being generous. 

Prediction: Early boot


The Vixen

I want so badly to believe in The Vixen, but I just don't. First of all, based on the pictures alone when they were first released, The Vixen was the one I kept forgetting existed. To me, she didn't stand out in the promo shots whatsoever. Then, when the video content started being released, I continued to be underwhelmed. I liked the look that she wore when talking to Sasha, but that was the extent of the impression she left. But then, I watched her upon her entrance in the beginning of the season premiere. She talked about protesting and making a statement with her drag and how artsy her drag is, and I wanted so badly to love her. And I might find myself really loving watching her. But after everything else I've seen, I don't have confidence that she'll make much of an impact on the season. Also, the show threw the shade music at her when she entered the workroom. Not a good sign. I've got her making it to about episode 5, but that might be me being a bit too optimistic.

Prediction: Early-middle boot


Yuhua Hamasaki

I feel like a broken record, but Yuhua was another queen that I wanted really badly to fall in love with, but I've gone back and forth on her so many times. Her interview with Sasha was so. freaking. awkward. She was completely tone-deaf. AKA, she didn't realize that her sense of humor was NOT coming off well. She kept trying to be funny, but it fell flat. There are a couple queens in this cast where I worry that they could say something that would potentially be off-putting and offensive, and Yuhua is right at the top of that list (the other queen is Cracker, BTW). She doesn't seem to have a great filter, and while that isn't necessarily something that impedes you from winning Drag Race, it is something that can turn RuPaul against you if you try to be funny and offend her instead. Some people said she seems like Gia Gunn mixed with Bianca Del Rio, and while the Gia comparison is lost on me apart from them both being Asian (please tell me that's not the reason for the comparison??), I can definitely see the Bianca comparison. Hopefully, Yuhua doesn't offend anyone, and hopefully she's actually funny, because she seems to be friendly with the other New York queens in the premiere, and I want to like her and want her to do well. Keeping my fingers crossed with this one, thus concluding the cast list!

Prediction: Middle of the pack



Winner Picks & Rankings

Winner Prediction: Asia O'Hara
(AKA the person I think has the best shot at winning)

Asia just seems to be incredibly well-rounded and good at everything. I'm not sure if I can peg one thing that I think she's going to be best at, but never underestimate the power of being versatile and being able to be decently good at everything, even if you aren't amazing in one certain field. Our S9 winner, Sasha Velour, didn't necessarily have one type of challenge that seemed tailor-made for her, but she was able to do well at all of them, even if she didn't win a ton of challenges. That said, I can see Asia absolutely killing this season, and I can't wait to see it happen. 

Predicted boot order
(AKA the order I think they'll get eliminated in)
(I moved this around about an hour after initially posting, so if you remember seeing something different, that's why. I started feeling less and less confident in Kalorie, so I moved her down to the bottom)

14. Kalorie Karbdashian-Williams
13. Monique Heart
12. Vanessa Mateo
11. Blair St. Clair
10. The Vixen
9. Aquaria
8. Kameron Michaels
7. Yuhua Hamasaki
6. Mayhem Miller
5. Eureka O'Hara
4. Miz Cracker
3. Dusty Ray Bottoms
2. Monet X Change
1. Asia O'Hara

Personal Winner: Dusty Ray Bottoms
(AKA the queen I would most like to see win)

To be fair, my heart is currently being torn in 4 directions right now, because while my thoughts are a little scattered on the cast overall, my top 4 are veeeeery definitive and are the same across my predicted boot order and my favorite queens. So there are 3 other queens begging me to pick them here, but Dusty's pulling at me just slightly harder. She hits so many of the bullet points of things I immediately gravitate toward in a queen, and that has just immediately completely endeared her to me. Plus, at this point, given how down my podcast was on her, I want to see her prove them wrong. I just hope she goes out there and kills it, because I have high hopes for her.

Favorite Ranking
(AKA least fave to most fave. Or, I guess, my ideal boot order.)

14. Kalorie Karbdashian-Williams
13. Monique Heart
12. Vanessa Mateo
11. Aquaria
10. Mayhem Miller
9. Blair St. Clair
8. The Vixen
7. Kameron Michaels
6. Yuhua Hamasaki
5. Eureka O'Hara
4.  Asia O'Hara
3. Miz Cracker
2. Monet X Change
1. Dusty Ray Bottoms


So, that's it for my Pre-Season Drag Race Season 10 Predictions! For some reason, I'm feeling overly-confident with my predictions, so feel free to laugh at me if Dusty or Asia get eliminated tonight on the season premiere. I'm super, super excited to see these queens in action & I can't believe we've already made it to another new season of Drag Race!! Hopefully these predictions pan out well, but if not, oh well-- I'm excited either way. 

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Thursday, January 18, 2018

On Growing Up and Moving On (in the most petty way possible)

The following is largely a stream-of-consciousness discussion/ramble of an overly-introspective, arbitrarily-analytical human. If you're looking for a definitive point, there's not much to be had here, so read at your own risk. You've been warned.

Also, I wrote pretty much all of this back in October, so some of the details are a little wonky. I want to leave the "essay" untouched, so I'll just add in a little editing note when a detail needs to be updated.

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The other day, I found myself going about my usual life (I really don't even know what I was doing at the time), and out of the blue, I had a revelation so surprising that I ended up sitting in complete shock, contemplating the thought that had just crossed my mind. It probably shouldn't have been as ground-breaking and life-changing of a revelation as it was, and you'll probably laugh at me when you hear what it was, but it honestly gave me pause and really changed my perspective on a lot of things. Ready to hear it?

"I don't think McFly is my favorite band anymore... and they haven't been for a while."

I know. I know. Trust me, I know. It's the most inconsequential, petty thought-- not even a definitive statement-- and yet... I legitimately felt dizzy when I came to that realization. 

I feel like a bit of backstory is necessary here, before continuing. I've touted McFly as my favorite band since my sophomore year of high school (8 years ago). That's the entirety of my adult existence, and a pretty significant portion of my teenage years as well. And I'm not one of those people who casually has a favorite band. McFly was my baby. I was that person who was annoying about their favorite band, to the point that my high school boyfriend refused to listen to them, even in my car, which was a very contentious point to 16-year-old Kristen. Even when I got to college, I was known as the McFly girl. All the people I hung out with in the common room knew how much I loved McFly, and there was even a guy who flat out hated me because of how obsessed I was with the band. (In hindsight, I'm sure I was annoyingly vocal about McFly but I still can't understand the overt hatred)

Furthermore, I've also long-touted Tom Fletcher as my #1 celebrity crush. He checks all the boxes of things I love. He's smart. He's a total geek- super into things like Harry Potter, Star Wars, etc. He's a total sweetheart with a healthy dose of sarcasm. Plus, he's a fantastic musician. He's got a beautiful voice, he's a great songwriter, and he plays a couple handfuls of instruments. When he proposed to his now-wife, I was devastated. When his wedding speech went viral, I gave everyone I knew a big "I told you so" as they said how adorable it was. I don't even like kids and I found myself extremely excited for him both times he and Giovanna had a kid.

So, I say all of this to say that this was not just a band to me. In many ways, it's been a huge part of my identity for the past 7 years. My go-to username on websites is literally KristenMcFly (I learned early on that the username was never already taken, and it's just so short and simple that I ran with it). Their faces are all over my bedroom wall at my parents' house, and are staring at me right now from the wall next to my bed in my own apartment. They've left a huge stamp on my life.

Back to the realization, which like I said, was pretty mind-blowing to me. It wasn't even an "oh that can't be true" type thing. I had the thought and immediately realized that I'd practically been lying to myself for quite a while, trying to convince myself that they're still my favorite band. It's been so long since my metaphorical "favorite band" baton has been passed that I didn't recognize the signs staring me in the face.

And the signs have been there. For a long time. I don't quite know how long, and I can't peg for you exactly when things started to change, but I'd say that it's been at least 2 years since I could legitimately consider McFly my favorite band. And what exactly are these telltale signs? I think the first was that I started considering 2 bands my "favorite band." For the longest time, All Time Low was a solid #2. And then, eventually, I started referring to All Time Low as "my favorite band" and considering the pair a tie. Looking back, even then I knew that I listened to, obsessed over, and fangirled over All Time Low much more than I did McFly. I just didn't want to admit it to myself.

Another sign that should've been blatantly obvious? I don't keep up with any of the members. At all. I follow them on social media, but anymore I find myself just scrolling past their posts. Including Tom. He has an entire YouTube channel, which I'm probably still subscribed to, and I don't think I've watched a single one of his videos since like... 2014. Even though he still technically checks all the boxes and is a total sweetheart... I'm not even sure I'd call him one of my celebrity crushes anymore at all. He's certainly still a person/musician I thoroughly respect, but he definitely doesn't tug at my heartstrings in the same way anymore.

And the most obvious sign? I legitimately can't remember the last time I listened to one of their songs. For a while, I've been fully aware that I really haven't been listening to them much. If you're not up-to-date, I've really gotten into KPop over the past 5ish months (note: now ~8/9 months), so pretty much all of my other music has been put on the back burner. But that's a conversation for another day. Either way, even before then, I usually didn't find myself really listening to McFly on a regular basis. I kept telling myself that I just wasn't in the mood for it, that I still loved it, and that if I were to turn it on again I'd still totally jam. And those are all probably true. But how long do I have to be "not in the mood" for a band before it's not considered a short-term thought anymore?

To be perfectly honest, I don't think McFly themselves have really done themselves any favors in this department either. Their last new full-CD release as McFly was in November 2010. AKA 7 years ago, not long after they became my favorite band. They released a Greatest Hits CD in 2012 and a CD as McBusted (McFly + Busted) in late 2014 (a very different sound from solo McFly), but no new studio album as McFly. They've been teasing McFly's 6th album for at least 3 or 4 years at this point, and I've pretty much given up that it'll happen. Most recently, they said they would be recording in January 2017. It's October now and I still haven't heard anything about it. Granted, I don't monitor their social media that closely, but I do still follow them so I would've seen something. But all that said, it doesn't change the fact that I'm still not listening to their older material either. Even when they released the McBusted CD, I didn't listen to that nearly as aggressively as I have with their other music. I'm not sure whether that can be chalked up to it being "McBusted" vs "McFly" but either way, the devotion still wasn't there.

So, I've reached the point where I feel like I have to admit that McFly isn't my favorite band anymore, and like I said, they haven't really been my favorite band for quite a while. But how exactly does this relate to growing up and moving on, as the title mentions? Allow me to enlighten you.

I tend to think of myself as pretty self aware, as I'm sure most of us do. I acknowledge the fact that I've changed a lot since high school, and I think I know myself pretty well as a person. I'm able to look back on the person I was in High School and (while I obviously can't recognize every single change) see so many ways in which I've changed-- I'm basically a totally different person than the 17 year old girl who walked across a stage and got handed her High School diploma. And yet, in the years since then, I've continued to stubbornly hold on to so many of the things I loved back then... just because? Essentially, I easily admit to my changes as a human, but I have difficulty recognizing and accepting my changes in taste, which just seems entirely backward. But here we are.

I'm this way with almost everything I love, though. I take a while to accept that a new show/movie I've watched is worthy of being an all-time favorite, and the same goes for everything else, from YouTubers I watch, to things I like to wear, and even to foods I eat. Seriously, as a kid I ordered chicken tenders at every American restaurant my family went to, and it took a solid 3 years of ordering burgers at every American restaurant I went to before I realized that burgers were my new favorite food. Seriously, I recognize changes in even my literal taste slowly.

I once read a psychological study (might've been pseudo-psychology. I can't remember if it was a legit study or just some silly article online) that said that for most people, the musical taste they develop in their teens will last for the rest of their life. So, I always assumed that my shift in musical taste from the music my parents liked to pop punk/alternative music at age 13 to be the definitive shift in my musical taste that would probably last my entire life. It sounds weirdly definitive, but it's always made some kind of twisted sense to me. So, yet another thing re-enforcing my difficulty accepting my change in taste.

So, once again, we're back to the thought that somehow it's easy (at least, for me) to accept that I've grown up in the past 5 years. I've matured and changed as a human. And yet I take forever to admit to myself that the things I love change right alongside me. I think a large part of it is simply that it's easy to pretend that changes in taste are temporary. I've been telling myself for a really long time that I'm just simply not in the mood for McFly right now, thus convincing myself that they're still #1 despite the fact that I can't even remember the last time I sat down and listened to one of their songs all the way through.

I think another important factor is that I tend to define myself by the things that I love more than by who I am as a person. This might seem weird to some, but I think it makes a lot of sense. Think about the people you follow on Twitter, Instagram, YouTube, etc. Chances are, your personalities don't necessarily line up. But maybe you follow them because you have the same aesthetic, like the same books, or like the same music. Naturally, we group together with people with similar interests, so... it only makes sense to largely define yourself by what you like. It's like high school-- the goth kids aren't necessarily considered "weird" by popular kids because of their personalities, but because of the way they look an the music they're into.

Because of this, I could change significantly personality-wise and it'd have an incredibly small effect on my life in general, and yet some change in the things I like/dislike is enough to make huge waves.

Back to the topic of growing up and moving on, just as I've grown up and moved on from the person I was 7 years ago, I think it's finally time to admit to my change in likes and dislikes that has come alongside it. McFly... is not my favorite band. I'm honestly not even sure if I have a favorite band right now, given that I've recently gotten into KPop and have been listening to that almost exclusively instead of the music I listened to before getting into KPop. I'll keep All Time Low in that slot for the time being, but we'll see what happens (I now have a definitive favorite band. Scroll through my posts and it'll become obvious pretty quickly. *hint: it's definitely NOT Day6. Nope. Definitely not. Not at all.*). I still, of course, do still consider myself a McFly fan. Like I said, if I were to turn on their music right now, I would still really enjoy it. I just don't love them like I used to.

And for some sort of flimsy point to this rambly post? I guess my point is that if you truly want to know who you are as a person, you have to assess both your personality itself, as well as the things you truly love and care about. The personality is of course important to understanding who you are, but if you're like me and define yourself largely by the things you love, it's just as important to actually understand what those things are. But then again, I'm also just trying to make up some arbitrary point so that this post has some semblance of a purpose to it instead of just a stream-of-consciousness thought-dump of stuff that's been on my mind.



So, that's about all I had for this post. Like I said several times, I'm not really sure there's actually a point here, but it's something I've been thinking about quite a bit lately. Typically when I do one of these more thoughtful posts, I tend to try to at least have some sort of cohesive point, but I was fairly certain that wouldn't be happening with this one lol. Let me know if you'd like to see more of these rambly posts in the future. I can't guarantee that they'll happen, since it's kinda dictated by whatever random stuff pops up in my head, but I might end up sharing these thoughts more often. Who knows?

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Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Goals/Resolutions for 2018

This is probably going to be pretty rambly, so... prepare yourselves? IDK. Work with me here. Anyway, I tend to make beginning of the year bookish resolutions, but this year I decided to make goals across the board. I plan to make a video sharing these as well, but I wanted to do a blog post explaining first, since I can't film for about another week.

So, a bit of explanation here: One major struggle that I've had this year is that I've accumulated a huge pile of hobbies and interests and things I want to do, and it's gotten big enough that I'm finding it difficult to split my focus on a regular basis. I'm finding myself working on one or two at a time, letting the others fall by the wayside, and I hate doing that. So, I wanted to make some year-long goals that I can work toward. Instead of making tons and tons, I've decided to make a single goal for each hobby. Something to reach for that is attainable, but still a little challenging. That way, I'm not pushing myself too hard in any one hobby.

Without any further ado, let's jump into the list.


READING

I figured this was the best one to start with, given that it's the hobby where I give myself yearly goals every year. Usually, I give myself a challenge to read 50 books and to read 7 books with 500+ pages. And I'm not giving myself either of those this year, even though they're in the back of my mind because I do legitimately want to accomplish those this year. Instead, I've given myself a single goal to work toward year-long.

GET MY TBR DOWN TO 30% OF MY LIBRARY
My 2016 goal was to get my TBR down from 45ish% to 35%, and I accomplished that. My goal for 2017 was to get it from 35% to 30%. And now, at the beginning of 2018, it's sitting at.... 39%. Yeah, I kinda screwed that up. BUT I believe in myself, and given that it's my singular reading goal for 2018, I think I've got this. 

I'm also doing a challenge based off of booksandlala's closet unhaul series, where I watch old hauls and have to read the books from them that are still on my TBR shelf. Technically, that's not a "goal" for the year, because either I read the books or I don't-- either way, books are probably getting unhauled. BUT, it does help me to accomplish this goal. So, win win. The first video in that series is embedded below!


YOUTUBE

One major change in 2017 is that I've started a second YouTube channel! My obsession with KPop that developed throughout the year led to the creation of a KPop-centric YouTube channel and many, many KPop videos. One of which got 100K+ views. Which is mind-blowing. My goal for the year is a pretty simple one..

MAKE 100 VIDEOS
Yes, that's 2 videos a week. Approximately.  Which sounds like a lot, and it is. But I love making videos, and that's only 1 video a week for each channel, and I've been doing 2 per channel for the past couple weeks with very little difficulty. This challenge allows me to split it up however I want, so if I'm at a point where I'm working on a particularly time-intensive KPop video, I could easily make up for that by having 2 bookish video in a week, which isn't difficult at all. Really, all this challenge forces me to do is to be consistent with each of the channels, since I'll probably get burnt out if I make 100 bookish videos or 100 KPop videos. 


WRITING

At the beginning of 2017, I was sitting on a freshly-written 96K word first draft of Flirting With Fame, my NaNo project. I worked on character development and outlining sporadically throughout the year, and then in October, I started a new fanfic project, which I worked on during NaNo. And then, right at the end of the year, I finished character development and outlining and prepared to start a second draft of Flirting With Fame. So... two projects. Both of which I like. Only one goal makes sense...

FINISH A FULL DRAFT OF EITHER FLIRTING WITH FAME OR MY FANFIC
Across the board, I really just want to finish A draft this year, regardless of the project, but I've decided that I want to restrict it to these two projects because I really shouldn't jump into another one until I've finished a draft of each. In reality, I would like to finish a draft of both of these, since I really love both of them, but I'm not going to give myself that huge of a challenge for the year. So, one draft. Of one of them. I think I'm going to begin with Flirting With Fame, but IDK for sure. I've been working on it, but not consistently. So, we'll see where that goes. I might need to set up some sort of writing schedule for myself but IDK for sure. 


KOREAN

Another new thing that happened this year is that I started learning Korean. TL;DR: I've been wanting to learn a second language for a long time, and I was working on Spanish because I took Spanish in high school and college and was pretty good at it. But, when I started getting into KPop, I switched to Korean instead and have been learning Korean on and off since May. Given that it's a language, it's hard to have a definitive goal, but the one I've decided on is...

BE ABLE TO HOLD A BASIC CONVERSATION/ READ BASIC POSTS
I feel like I've simultaneously learned a lot and almost nothing at all with my Korean learning. It's incredibly frustrating. That said, I am able to understand some very basic phrases that I see popping up on posts, which I always love. But, I want to improve upon this. I'm less concerned about the conversing than with reading. Long-run, obviously I'd like to be fluent enough to be able to both speak and read the language, but obviously reading is going to be the easier one because conjugating is possibly the hardest thing about speaking a language. Anyway, my goal obviously isn't to be fluent by the end of the year, but I want to have a basic reading knowledge of the language by the end of the year. Maybe not to understand all of the conjugations or to be able to speak fluently, but I want to be able to understand enough that I don't have to tap the translate button on all of the things my favorite idols post.


MAIN BLOG

It's hard for me to come up with a goal for my blog, since I mostly just post whatever I want on here, but I decided to give myself a pretty simple one...

DO A LARGE-SCALE RANKING
A couple years ago, I did a ranking of all of the designers who'd ever been on Project Runway. It was a huge series, and it took forever. And I loved doing it. And I want to do another one. I mentioned this several times throughout 2017, but have yet to do one, so I think I need to finally do it in 2018. I've been planning on ranking my favorite RuPaul's Drag Race queens for at least a year at this point, so I think that once we get season 10, I'm going to do that. But IDK. I gotta do some sort of a big ranking. 


SPECIALIS REVELIO

This is my Harry Potter analysis blog, linked at the top of this blog, where I analyze the series chapter by chapter. I started it in 2016 and have been severely, severely slacking on it, and I want to get back to working on it. I don't want it to be my priority throughout the year, but I do want to work on it. So, I'm giving myself a pretty simple goal...

FINISH ANALYZING SORCERER'S STONE
I honestly don't remember how many chapters I've analyzed and how many I have left, but I think that if I do one per month, I can finish by the end of the year. So this isn't a big challenge that I'm giving myself. I just want to work on this blog in some form or fashion and not totally neglect it.



And, I think for now... that's it. 6 hobbies. 6 goals. Hopefully all of them are achievable. There are other things I want to do throughout the year that I'm not making as specific goals (some TV shows/movies I want to watch, some other reading goals, etc), but these are the only firmly in-place goals. They seem pretty manageable, so here's to hoping that I can complete all 6 of them in 2018.

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